Have u ever looked at food as your opponent? I hold, and i almost died as a result of that. Could anyone else?

SHARE THEIR EXPERIENCE?Have u ever looked at food as your opponent? I hold, and i almost died as a result of that. Could anyone else?
Yes, I had intake disorders for years. It was horrible. I have a mantra at the time, the Latin phrase for "that which nourishes me, destroys me" and repeated it every time I go to eat. As a result I'm one and only 25 and have have a stroke, 2 heart attacks, ulcers, stomach infections, and lots of other problems.
I have a handle on your statement of "food as an enemy", your not alone in have those feelings. I too almost died of complications due to an ingestion disorder. Recovery is a long process, and relapses are common. I suffered mostly from anorexia, but also have bulimic tendencies. I have cardiac arrhythmia, became anemic, and at 17 years of age I have a minor stroke. You just obligation to come to terms beside your own mortality, take it soon at a time.
I have, and i still do. I don't know why. I disgust looking at food and people drinking, it makes me be aware of disgusting. i dont like corpulence and i need to lose substance, so i shouldnt eat, but next when someone makes me chomp through i feel catastrophic after and i dont want to keep it inside me which make me feel worse.

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